“Your story is just beginning”
I have spent the past 3 years experimenting with many different art forms, all for the purpose of exploring and expanding my artistic voice.
This journey inspired me to follow what fascinated me in any given moment, resulting in many happy art experiments. Hence why I have painted a ton of abstracts, flowers, and pears, some of which are posted below.
Although I deeply enjoyed the process of learning new art techniques, there always seemed to be something missing, like a puzzle piece I couldn’t find.
What was I “meant” to create and contribute to the world with my art?
So I kept experimenting, KNOWING that one day soon I would stumble onto what I had been searching for along.
Then suddenly, “it” happened.
Two weeks ago, I felt completely compelled to take an online class that combined painting AND collage with Ivy Newport. From the very first project, I felt my internal excitement growing, and I moved faster and faster through the material to see what Ivy would teach me next. By the time I got to one of the last projects (posted at the top of this post), my heart was exploding and my body tingled as I created, a sure sign that I was close to finding the missing piece to my artistic puzzle.
Ironically, I have been led back to where I started in 1993 when I first discovered my love for collage, back when I thought collage was my only option as an art medium since I couldn’t draw or paint. My experiments over the past 3 years have proven this to be untrue – I can both draw and paint, and I now believe ANYONE can with enough practice, encouragement and motivation.
So after all that searching, and developing many new art skills, I have come full circle, back to where I started, but much better.
My experience reminds me of the T.S. Elliot quote ….
We shall not cease from exploration. And the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.
Reading this quote again brings me to tears for I know this to be my truth.
I feel like I’ve come home, once again, to myself.
This story is far from over, yet I’m finally clear that collage will again be the central focus in my artistic voice, and that voice will always be evolving, leading me forever home to myself.